Day 11. From a morning workout girl to a girl doing squats at 10 PM, in the dark, next to a sleeping toddler Music in my headphones is so low that the only thing I can hear more the music is my own heavy breathing from all the jumping and squatting. By 9-10pm I am ready for bed but this is the only time I have to work on me. That feeling during the workout when the tiredness melts and the endorphins take over? Mind clear. Body moving. Energy rising. Exactly what I need before bed. Not overthink life, laundry, or the 1,000 things I didn’t get to today. 😅 Also today marks 5 weeks since I stopped breastfeeding. I knew it’d be emotional. And we actually did really well. I am proud of us. BUT… can someone explain why I felt so confident, beautiful during pregnancy, and even after birth? literally until I stopped breastfeeding I was so happy. 🤦🏽‍♀️🥰 Now? I’m bloated, moody, emotional and asking chatGPT “why do I hate my face today.” 😅why I gained 2kg when I stopped eating bread, pasta and my last meal is at 6pm? Nobody warned me about the post-weaning plot twist. Apparently, ChatGPT says it’s water retention. Well you know what? Take it back. I’m not interested 😂

Posted by Ivi at 2025-05-21 20:59:48 UTC